But in my heart, in my inner cocoon of silence there is only one name, the Name of Jesus, the Name Abba, Father, the Name of the Holy Spirit - three Names, but One Name, in the stillness. And I listen and breathe in the life-giving Wind of God; I hear the whisper, and know. And then- nourished and comforted, at peace with God- I am ready to face the daily crucifixion- I am ready to take up my cross and follow Jesus wherever He leads me, to share in the sufferings of others, to cry with them, to bleed with them, to rejoice when there is rejoicing and to mourn when it is time to mourn.